Perhaps we should never meet

 Meeting new friends is always a challenge to me. I have this delayed -response- syndromes when I am with something/someone new. I need more time to process/analysis before I could response. Sometimes  the process takes too long that the situation has moved on to another that I couldn't manage to give a feedback on time. This restarted part of me gives my new fiends an impression that I am no more than a dumb. Although the first impression is often not correct but it strikes hard on one's memory.  However, in most cases, it's not that I am really such a stupid, its that my instinct refuses to give silly and unnecessary comments. Sadly silence is not always gold. Somehow I failed in giving new friends a comprehensive picture of me. As a result I failed in making new friends. 

Perhaps we should never meet!