Change-shift-drift-----

Life is full dramas. Even with a little monotonous life like the one I am having could sometimes changes scenes quickly, regular things could suddenly turned around out of blue.

After resignation of colleague L, the office, most of daily tasks have to go through me as I am now "the most experienced" person in the office now. There are more extra workload than ever. Plus my issue with the visa, things get pretty complicated.

All in a sudden now, I have to leave Sydney and come back in two weeks time in order to enable me to stay longer. The drama in the little world has let me to believe one true thing, that is, this world dynamic, everything is floating, truth does represent fact, facts are not necessarily true, yes doesn't mean right, no doesn't mean negative. In a nutshell, there is no absolute definition in every perceivable fact or truth.

懷念小時候的任性

小時候那任性， 屈强的的我，今天都好像不見了。
長大了，我們是否都變得軟弱了，那骨氣都消散了。
日子活得越得久，想說的話好像越少。
嘗試去生活，嘗試不只為了吃飯而生活。
然而多少事，留下來的只是一堆感慨。
那一刻，只想回到小時候，找回瀟灑我。

After day light saving

The clock has been moved one hour back yesterday to end the day light saving. From now on, the sun sets one hour earlier and which also mean the night comes earlier, we have short day time. When I walk out the office today, it was already dark. The darkness and the cool breeze send me a strong feeling of lonliness on my way home all in a sudden. I felt I am living but also don't know what I am living for. It the same kind of emptiness that falls in right after the last light disappear.

Winter is approching. But where am I heading to?