Cool Sunday

It's a cool Sunday today with a little sun shine. I could never get warm enough in Ireland. I need to find a place in Europe where I can live and develop a life, a relatively more pleasant life.

Next month is not so far and by then my footsteps will lead me to another soil, Spain. Yet while I think I would reached board on this earth, I wonder if my friendship have shrank somehow. And while I thought I have seen many walks of lives, I wonder if my innocence has evaporated sometimes. It all seems so unsure for me today.

Anything could happen

It is the time between now and my journey that worries me now. Ever Since I planned out my journey, my heart has already out overseas. Besides, I realized that someone seemingly nice is taking advantage on me in the work place. I am glad that the days are counted less as each day passes by.

Speechless

I am talking less than ever. I have lost all the interests in talking to anybody.

I found that there are certain amount of people whole have their minds set inside a certain boundary and with those people I would never be able to communicate with them. For them I might be too extraordinary and for me, they are too stubborn. There is a line we would never be able to come across. And for us, I hope we can just respect each other. I am not asking for understanding nor acceptation. We are two polars pointing opposite direction.

The road to what I have set for myself can only be think through and walk through by myself on my won.

And words are meaningless than ever from today onward.

Silence is gold

Although I know silence is gold very well, but sometimes I still can't help expressing myself. I have been stupid again today. There won't be any one, except my my friends, would understand me or the way I think or behave. I should totally given up on expressing myself. I should talk bull shit and therefore I could be a so called nice person.

I wouldn't make the mistake twice.

Silence is gold so as bullshit sometimes......

The Journey has to start from the month it's stopped last year

May is the month to set my foots on the journey again. I have made this decision last week and got my flight tickets and some hostel booking arranged. It's a year of holding and waiting and it's definitely the time now.

Although Europe has never be safe from all my knowledge, it could be even worse this year as the economy has not reached the expected recovering path. I want to relax but cannot ignore my worries. Is there always some risks in the pleasure? Anyway, I have go as I am always on the unknown journey.

Today is the quietest day since I started working in Dragon Inn in the Tipperary Town two and a half months ago. Although nothing was really going on in the Restaurant, I was only able to have meal at 12:30am. So much time has wasted in just waiting for somebody. More things can be done if I can have some more time. Now I am so tired and have to go to bed.