For L. Law

I wasn't able to take my eyes off her today. Her every move was so deeply registered on my memory. When she realised that there was a gaze focusing on her every move, she couldn't help looking back to me too. I couldn't help withdrawing my eyes anyhow, even when she was walking closer to me. I was looking into her eyes with all my soul, trying to dig out something that could change my whole life in a single moment. It wasn't successful though. She needed to speak to someone else. I was woken by the moment she spoke. Her voice dragged me out from the milky imaginary world to the cold reality. I think I saw eternity in a second but it's gone immediately. All I knew then was that I couldn't help looking up her profile afterwards, from the telephone directory to her marital status. I needed to know every single details of her until, maybe when I find out that she was married. And then all my fantasy would fade away and evaporate. And that would be the final end.