Keep going

Sometimes I think, there are so many things I have done by myself all alone already. I am used to complete everything I want to do in my life so far. If I just keep going and be patient, I should be able to move out and live on my own one day. I just need to keep going and keep going....

Reflection on myself.

After staying with only myself for one day, I managed to collect my conscious and focus on what I might be able to achieve in life in stead of what I could not change at present. I did some reflections on myself. In fact I often do it to pull myself from being over negative. Despite my effort of keeping a positive attitude, I fall into light depression and melocholy every now and then.

I must keep in mind that I am the only person on earth who can save my life. I must work hard to make my goals turn into reality. I must stay positive since only by staying the correct way, I could attract positive energies and spirits to affect my life positively.

Life is a sole journey. 

Today is sort of a special day in a sense

So I realized that today is my birthday by some messages from friends via social media apps and so I think I should write something down to make a record. Today, is sort of a special day in a sense, right?

I hardly enjoy my birthday or any other birthdays ever since the year that I had that bad experience. The trauma or emotional pain still lingers every now and then and hurts me quite badly. I cannot understand the joy of birthday anymore. I have been learning to move on little by little though. Let go of the pass, the unchangeable pass, is all I need to work out.