Interview

I had a "feel good" interview today. It's good to see people who have some charm. 

Waiting for ferry home

I chose to take ferry instead of MTR home tonight. 

Standing at the pier, over looking the other side of Hong Kong with only a few people waiting for the ferry makes a big comparison to the packed trains in this peak hour. I feel so relaxed focusing my eyes to the far end while listening to my favourite songs. 

I am trying to review my day working in the company. I can honestly tell myself that I feel stressful everyday. My heart beats so fast and I am restless all the time. I have tried to calm it down but couldn't help. Apparently there is something wrong and I have to fix it, both my heart and work. 

No tittle

Sometimes I am so powerless and just want to knee down and give up my will to the god/evil. How can I do things better? Am I that suck? At times I lost self-confidence. I want to pray but who do I believe in? Where can I reach the helping hand? Today is a bad day.

Kids VS adults

When we were kids, we went to school and home in the same area. We lived with our parents and siblings. We studied the same textbooks which taught us the same thing in the same class. We took the same exams and aimed at the targets. We wore school uniform and made little difference to the teachers. We were so alike. More importantly, we only did things to make ourselves. We defined happiness with the same definition.

When we become adults, we go to different homes after work in different areas. We see our partners or pets instead of parents and siblings. We work at different companies which make us having different identities. We still take exams but aim at different targets. We wear clothes in order to stand out from the crowd. We want to be distinguished from our colleagues in our bosses' eyes. We are so different. More importantly, we do things to make somebody happy. We define happiness in our own ways.