Easy come easy go....the hope i was given for a moment

Immigrating to another country has always been my wish since I return back Australia after gradation. I have been searching different means and ways ever since then too. I was learn that there is a way to immigrate to the US through a program called Diversity Visa Program, so called lottery green card. I search the website, listened to the video program for an hour with a hope of winner one day. I was once believed that if one keep searching something days and night through whatever means available, one can get what he or she is looking for at the end. I almost thought I have experienced this belief. But then when I search through the pages and files, I found out that those who were born in main-land China is not qualified to apply this visa even though they hold HKSAR passports.

Well, that's find. I knew nothing comes easy in my life already. Even I am eligible, I am not gonna win the lottery anyway. It just this up and down happen to fast. It's like you were given a hope and was taken away after an hour. But anyway...that't find.

Situation worse than expected scenario

It looks like the worse scenario that i have set to myself was not worse enough. The scenario that I have imagined, actually not imagined, but expected was 3 months unemployment in respect of work. Now i realized that i have miss the seasonal factors. It is always the hardest time to fine a so called good job at the end of the year because most people will stay in their old situation to get the bonus even though they plan to leave the company. There are jobs of course and the current unemployed rate, 3.3%, which is quite low theoretically speaking. However, most jobs available are either short term or urgently required to fill up some unexpected needs.In other words, these are not "good" jobs.

So I have to reset my coming back scenario, that of course would be even worse than the one I have planned before.

11/11/11

It's 11/11/11, 11th November of 2011 today! We all like special numbers. It's true that it doesn't come easy to to form this special number. I prefer 12/12/12 though, just don't know if I would be still alive by then.

Nothing comes easy

Everything I got, I got it before the moment I almost gave it up.