I am still feeling sad but guess in a lesser degree today. Thank goodness to the busy day yesterday, or else I wouldn't know how to kill all the unbearable time. I would never thought that some one would do this to me. I know she had never thought someone would do that to her too.
Kill a friendship in order to secure a partnership! She did it. How funny and ridiculous it is but yet happens sometimes in the reality and sadly so often the friendship is always sacrificed. Standing from her position though, I would probably do the same. At the same time, sincerely, I am happy that she is truly in love. Badly in love that she would do such a thing to a friend. Enjoy it buddy!
So I guess I need a few days to mourn it and many sad songs to sympathize my feelings. I would read our conversations for a few times more, think and thank you everyday morning when I make my coffee, for all those encouragements you have sent me and many other things. All the stupid topics and ideas I have in my messed up mind that I have to write it down here instead of in the chat box.
And in the mean time, I will enjoy flying my kite.......I will look up to it every now and then......thought about the time it was in my hands.....and appreciate its beauty in the sky now......
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