Wednesday, 2 March 2011

the abnormal beats

Trying to conmort my self. Relaxing my heart and mind doesn't seem aneasy thing to do these days. I hear my heart beating, I know it's been in the status of restless for a while, but I don't know what is the cause. Is there something going to happen? Something bad would fall on me? I don't know I can relax myself, and so I can't enjoy life, not in a bit.

I am here alone, my life, my body is all I have. What can I worrry? What do I scar of? I own nothing, and so I have nothing to lose.

I shouldn't have anything to worry, but I just can't easy my heart, can't slow down my heart beat. Why?

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