I am very tired today. Not sure if it's because of work, or if it's because I lost too much energy on the negative thinkings and tears I shouldn't fall 2 days ago. I never had such a tired feeling in OZ before.
It hasn't been that great at work in Sydney. Not to mention that work envoirnment here is no difference from HK, the boss has also been the most emotional kind I have ever met so far. It seems she has poured over all her worries about her businees over me. I think I look like the kind of being which everybody can attack on. I hate myself sometimes being so weak. But I just not the kind of person who likes to argue, explain and behave like a hypocrate. I just want to be honest to myself. Besides, talk to those who has lost their control doesn't help anyway.
I can't tell how much I hate the Chinese work culture. Nono of the employer respects their employees in my experience. All of them believe shouting at their employees is acceptable in any condition, even if they are wrong themselves. What's on their mind? Why can't they just be a respecatable person who respect everyone as are born to be equal in this world under the law in OZ and also under the command of whatever gods?
Sigh....money is power not knowledge in the dark age like today.
Sigh is the best sign to conclude.
Sigh
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