The closest thing to crazy

Sometimes I don't know if it's an affection or infection

If I need the doc or

I want to see a doc

My mind and emotions are certainly dragged to someone on the other side of the world who ironically I have never met before. 

Somehow I feel like I am dragged to some kind of craziness and it seems I am losing my reasoning too. 

If there is a fine line between insane and genius, I wish there is another invisible line between craziness and romanticism. I need the excuse to justify everything has been happening recently.